“And I treated it that way,” I said.
“I never used ownership to control you.
I never threatened you with it.
I paid quietly and let you tell everyone whatever story made you comfortable.”
Patricia pointed toward the front sitting room, where Lily had gone with her trophy and certificate.
I had left the door open so I could see her curled on the sofa, tracing the edge of her gold ribbon with one finger.
“This is because of her,” Patricia hissed.
“No.
This is because of you.”
“You are using a child to punish your parents.”
“I had this notice prepared before we came today.”
That stopped Richard.
He looked at the envelope, then at me.
“Why?”
“Because I have spent years paying for people who treat me like an inconvenience.
Today answered the only question I still had.”
Patricia’s eyes narrowed.
“And what question was that?”
“Whether you would eventually do to Lily what you did to me.”
Richard gave an exhausted sigh, the same sigh he had used after Lily announced her first-place award.
“Daniel, your mother said something harsh.
That does not justify destroying the family.”
I looked at him.
“She took a trophy from a six-year-old, called her stupid and told her she was an embarrassing mistake.
You watched.
Then you hid behind your newspaper.”
“I did not agree with every word.”
“You agreed with your silence.”
His mouth closed.
Patricia grabbed the notice again.
“You have always been oversensitive.
We pushed you because you needed it.
Mason responds to high standards.
That is why he succeeds.”
“Mason is a child,” I said.
“He is not responsible for this.
His mathematics program is wonderful.
Lily’s poetry prize is wonderful too.
Their accomplishments do not have to compete.”
“Some accomplishments matter more than others.”
“To you.”
“To anyone with sense.”
There it was—the hierarchy that had ruled our family for decades.
There was always one child who represented brilliance and another expected to applaud from the edge of the room.
There was always an achievement worthy of celebration and another that needed to be placed in perspective.
There was always a favorite, a comparison and someone instructed not to be so sensitive.
I had spent most of my life trying to climb a ladder my parents moved whenever I reached the next rung.
Lily had been in their kitchen for less than ten minutes, and they had already placed her at the bottom of it.
Richard rubbed his forehead.
“Let us discuss this privately after everyone calms down.”
“I am calm.”
“You slammed your fist on the table.”
“Yes.
Then I stopped.”
Patricia lifted her chin.
“You will regret this when the rest of the family hears that you evicted your parents because your daughter did not receive enough praise.”