When a donor hesitated, he found another source of money.
Claire could not be managed that way.
Her note had asked him not to look for her until he understood.
Calling Daniel and ordering him to find her had already violated that request once.
Grant called Daniel again.
“Cancel the search.”
Daniel sounded careful.
“I haven’t started one yet.”
Grant swallowed.
“Good.
Don’t.
No drivers.
No security.
No calls to hotels.
Nothing.”
“Understood.”
“Vanessa has one of my cufflinks.
Have someone retrieve it.
You handle all communication with her from now on.
Never put us in a private meeting together again.”
Daniel was quiet.
Then he said, “Sir, do you want me to cancel your morning schedule?”
Normally Grant would have asked what meetings were on it.
Instead he looked at the empty closet.
“Cancel everything.”
By seven, Chicago was fully awake beyond the bedroom windows.
Grant walked through the house noticing absences.
Claire’s coffee cup was gone from the kitchen shelf.
The book she had been reading was no longer on the sofa.
Her running shoes were missing from the mudroom.
None of it had happened suddenly.
That realization hurt most.
Claire had not disappeared in one dramatic decision after midnight.
She had been leaving emotionally for months while Grant congratulated himself for providing everything she could possibly need.
At eight, his mother called.
She had heard from Daniel that Claire was gone.
“Is she safe?” she asked.
“I don’t know where she is.”
“Good.”
Grant stiffened.
“Good?”
“If she asked for space, then for once you don’t need to know everything.”
He had no answer.
His mother continued more softly.
“I spoke with her near the silent auction last night.”
Grant remembered the scene.
His mother touching Claire’s arm.
Claire giving that small, exhausted smile.
“What did she say?”
“I asked whether she was all right.
She said she kept waiting for the next five minutes of your life to belong to her.”
Grant closed his eyes.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Because she wanted to tell you herself.
And because you were standing twenty feet away.
You should not have required a messenger to notice your own wife.”